I Carry You With Me

I miss you in the soft glow of a new morning.

I miss you in the depths of an endless dark night.

I miss you in the chaos and noise of a busy day.

I miss you in the stillness and peace of quiet moments.

I miss you in the magic and wonder of the holiday season.

I miss you in family gatherings and celebrations.

I miss you in a familiar song playing on the radio.

I miss you in the comforting aromas of a beloved family recipe.

I miss you in the memories playing in my head like a movie reel.

I miss you in the majestic sunsets painting the sky at the day's end.

I miss you in new experiences and new memories.

I miss you in joy and laughter, sorrow and heartache.

I miss you in the precious space you once occupied in my life.

I miss you, Mom. 

I miss you so much it hurts sometimes; like the pain of a wound that slowly transforms into a tender scar – constantly reminding me of its presence. A presence of love and loss, a hope and healing, reflection and gratitude.

Though your soul has moved onto a different place, I find ways to connect with you, to keep you close.

You live on in the memories that now fill the empty space of my heart

You live on in the wondrous beauty that surrounds me.

You live on in my words and actions.

Until my time on this earth is done, you will forever be a part of me. In every breath, in every heartbeat. I carry you with me.

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